the 1st time experience

never thought i will blog this experience. :D sambungan daripada entry im's day.

kami masa tu, baru masuk rumah KL. baru 1 hari bermalam. orang tua-tua kata, tak elok pindah rumah masa pregnant. nanti susah nak bersalin. i tak pasti la tentang tu, i alhamdulillah senang. kenapa i kata senang...meh 'dengo' cite i :)

pagi 24 Jan 2005, kami bersiap nak pergi kerja macam biasa. i dah siap semua...tiba-tiba rasa cam nak buang air kecik jap. then i perasan ada tompokan darah. (Dr D told us, be alert of 3 signs; show, air ketuban pecah & contraction selang masa dekat). i for sure can tell i was having the 'show'. cakap kat SBF, dia kata meh la pi hospital terus. i boleh dok relax-relax lagi... (i rasa, i wasnt clearly thinking at that moment...maybe) i dah siap-siap pakai maternity pad. pastu i rasa gush of water keluar. oh my..... ni mmg confirm kena gi spital. boleh lemas baby. i already had 2 out of 3 signs.

i called Dr D, heran betul la dr ni. ada ke dia tanye cemana i boleh dapat private no dia. hello dr, u gave me that number. hisshhh....anyway...she wanted us to come immediately.

sampai-sampai kat spital (kalo tak silap, around 10+am), since this is considered emergency, so tak payah la nak register bagai. terus pi tingkat 4. i mmg tak rasa sakit..takde contraction semua tu. check bukaan semua...lahaii ciput. Dr D suggested for C-Section. dia kata i have condition yg memudaratkan baby kalau nak go normal delivery (i keep it to myself & SBF aje la yek). ngek nye masa tu, i tak percaya. apa dia suh i buat, buat x-ray! mind me, air ketuban dah pecah tapi still nak buat x-ray! double ngek!!

from the x-ray, she's right. so, C-Section was the answer. i opted for general anesthetic. being 1st time, takutttt....nak masuk OT tu, i mintak SBF nye saputangan buat teman (see, i told ya i wasnt really thinking).

inside the OT, Dr (i forgot the name) bagi i gas & asked me to count 1-10. hah, sampai 5 aje pastu everything went blank.

sedar-sedar aje, i dah kat luar OT. i ingat lagi, blanket tu warm...sedap aje rasa kat kaki. i numb lagi. nak cakap pun susah! and the 1st question i asked the nurse yg jaga i masa tu, how's my baby. 2nd question, where's my handkerchief! my oh my.....

mm..cukup la sampai sini pengalaman i tulis.....whenever i remember all these, kadang-kadang rasa sayu...kadang-kadang sengih sensorang....

so, sayangilah ibu anda.....:D